Yesterday was Metamorphosis,but wat the heck did i do?As worse as i could expect,I could not even worship god wif the rite heart...
Not even praying to god wif the rite heart...If i cud not pray anymore...And if i cud not feel that god is wif me anymore...wat for i stay on...I might as well carry on my own life...Im so useless...I cant do anything great for god...wat torchie prophesied for me is all jus bullshit?
There is someone out there who is greater than me ok,so dun pull me back anymore,im not the peter u guys are looking for,im not chosen...
The least will be the greatest,but for me,im jus the least forever...
i did not make any big differences in the group,So i might as well go on...