16th-School...jus felt bored...went around wif gerald...then after school...went to canteen...met up wif my brothers-in-christ...then folo them around...until jun hong finished giving chee li sheperding...then went primary school canteen to get some cereal...lol...wat i thought was...y are we at the primary school canteen...felt like a stupid lame kid...LOL...secondary school's food was obviously nicer...

Then we all,aaron,chee li,jun hong and i took 142 while marcus wong went home...then jun hong went home to get changed and stuff while we aaron and chee li went to chee li's house while i went home half way,coz anyway i stay near chee li...then bathed...then changed...then styled hair...sianz...my hair still thick...dun my mom understand wat is "cut thin pls"???but actually i like my fringe alot though it's short...some say it's long coz it's covering my eyebrow...but to my standard it's short...

then after everything i've done at home i went to meet chee li and aaron at the bus stop...

then took 88 to amk for pm at rick's house...we were a few mins late...so we sprint there...at pm...i jus tried my best to focus on god...and wat it actually turned out is...PM was totally incredible dude...it was really god helping my needs...coz i really need to stand firm in god...even through frustrations...and PM was totally god speaking to me about my situation and how to solve my problems...i was totally refreshed...

after pm,aaron,shipeng and dunno who went home "opposite of the amk hub away from rick's house" way,then me,richard,marcus hosea,en ting and still got dunno who went to amk hub,while jun hong went home...then we were supposed to take 133 as most of the northeast members were there...wat i thought in my mind is...it's gonna take very long and we are gonna be late...then we walked there and marcus hosea ACTUALLY FOUND OUT that 133 is gonna take a long time -.-...they shud had listened to me...anyway it's good that we walked there...as marcus hosea actually informed the northeast members not to take 133...so went to mrt...took the first train we saw...then on the train...we looked out the window if they boarded the train or not...we saw NED did not board the train...it's alrite...but then we saw the rest of NEB and NEA not boarding the train -.-...me,en ting,richard and chee li then decided to drop off at the nxt station which was bishan mrt,then waited for the next train...where NEA and NEb was there tgt...so we trained to city hall...and was super hungry as i did not eat lunch till now...then...we went to convention hall tgt...

and prayed for alot of things...and god actually spoken to me telling me of how shud i change my attitude towards my family,towards things around me...yup,and also prayed for my family,leaders etc.

after the church pm,chee li borrowed my phone and went outside to call dunno who,which i guessed was the contacts...at first thought well i said ok lar...in the end when we walked out...im supposed to msg my father and inform him about me eating dinner then come back home,reaching around 11...but becoz the phone was wif chee li...and i was from patience...to impatience...to frustration...then when 30 mins ltr we found chee li...it reached my anger lvl and i was soooo angry that i jus cant control myself jus keep on scolding and scolding...man,i was then looking for richard,marcus hosea and daryl for dinner...when i called them,they said they were at marina square...and they say i better go home first coz too late liaoz...-.- i was super angry coz of looking for my phone,i missed dinner...and i had gastric...so when i was goin home,i was out of energy...only 15% was left to walk home...thought of forgiving chee li...reached home around 11 plus...

17th-i woke up,was very hungry as i did not eat anything yesterday...only a plate of 10 to 30 pieces of small little cut chickens...then i ate breakfast of 1 cocoa cream puff and 1 vanilla cream puff from papa puffs which i supposed yesterday some1 went to orchard to buy...and drank cappucino tea...then bathed,changed,styled hair as usual and went for service...went to kfc to meet them up...then i was strange as usual...usually i talked to them in kfc be4 service...but dunno y,i felt emo and listened to chester's mp3 or watever i dun care about then...listened to some hillsongs,then avenged sevenfold,then bullet for my valentine(my fav. metal band)...listened until they walk out and until we all reached cupplage plaza and then nexus i stop listening...was emoing...then i went to put my bag on the seat...then they were taking a long time walking out of the seat area...and coz of my impatience i walked the other way...and took the stairs down...to the front of the stage...then the after praise and worship...the sermon was exactly right of me dude...it was god answering my problems...incredible...now i really knw how to walk completely rite wif god without any frustrations and anything that tries to stop me...and we got a new believer brought by marcus wong...NIGEL NG...my classmate...did not knw him well...anyway his in our church we need to treat him well and knw him mor...and now there's 3 nigels in our group...lol

after service,went to hav a meeting by gideon at the istana park...now everyone knws wat to change for...and i finally understood y new believers dun retain oftenly...after that we went to the donut factory shop at meridian(i mean concorde as they changed it...stupid name sia...meridian's a more better name for it...)then i treated richard and en ting...and i actually owe en ting $1 and after treating him,now he owe me 30 Cents...well i dun care...as long as i can show love to my brothers-in-christ can liaozzz...after that went to eat lunch wif richard...then went to celebrate jun hong + shaun's birthday...

which was certainly not that day...some days be4,but jus the celebration on that day...cant finish the cake wif richard after every1 else left for LAN leaving me,richard and marcus hosea...coz we had no mood to finish it + we were very FULL after lunch tgt jus now...not usual as be4 and i can seriously tell that richard is not in a gd mood as he was emo and wasnt really that in want of that peppermint cake as usual...then marcus hosea shared to us things i mus not say in this blog only to the core-team and to the 2 of us...then after that chee hwee and daryl came...we were relief coz we are supposed to finish the cake...then they jus finished it...chee hwee was the first one to eat it...LOL :D always the same and always funny...lol...then sent richard home from mrt where we bought bubbletea at sweet talk located at dhoby ghaut mrt...richard went home...got kinda worried for him coz his my best friend+his kinda emo...and got happy for him coz he changed alot...then i alone went to LAN finishing my bubbletea on the way...then in LAN,it was great that they did not play yet...so that they cud book another comp for me...played left 4 dead all the way...then after LAN,we all went to cathay then they were queing for aston while aaron and dylan went for a walk where they talked to each other regarding some personal matter...en ting,davis,chee li and nigel chia played poker cards while queing up and played on a file which supported their cards...chester and ming jang then came back from buying food from the basement to get back to the que wif them to play poker cards... i and nigel NG(the new believer) went to talk to each other...went for a walk...then went to some nearby LAN which was called e2 max and observed the players playing left 4 dead...then walked around cathay talking spiritual stuffs and explaining spiritual things to him...and sharing my spiritual life wif him...his lucky as his parents was all christians and allowed him to come...and his a gd left 4 dead player...im only gd at infected...i love to own ppl wif hunter and smoker...as they are my best infected characters...for tanker...well,i'll jus chiong wif him...im totally not gd wif boomer...then after a while he called me to show him my shuffling and moonwalk...felt a bit paiseh coz im still a noob...then we went to the basement where i took a pic of the fishes...

then after we went up,w8ed for the que...then ate aston...then went to pool at meridian wif chee hwee and chee li as donovan,jun xian and randy was there...so they played...

then i challenged donovan...he owned me like shit...coz he and hua xiang is one of the best in northeast...then jun xian challenged me...he said he long time nvr play...now he sec 4,he nvr played since he was sec 1...that's long...then he played quite well and still got skills...but in the end i won...lol...i think i had improved alot...then went home wif chee li...chee hwee was still playing wif donovan...jun xian and randy went home be4 us...then chee li treated me big gulp...then i went home and reached around 12:30...

Wat i felt during 16th friday and 17th saturday was that god was speaking to me and telling me how to solve my problems...and alot of things happened in these 2 days...

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